开玩笑

开玩笑
一个玩笑
让我什么心情都没了

有时候
开玩笑要视乎对象
也要尊重别人
且适可而止
不然就等于把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

忙了两个星期
本想享受着美好的周末
放下脚步
调整下节奏
看来视乎更需调整下心情

什么心情也没了
下个星期也没心情回来上课了
周三的辩论半决赛
有股想不理弃权算了的感觉

P/S:开玩笑，对再要好的朋友，甚至兄弟，也是有底线的。

我，怎么了？

最近的我怎么了？
我自己也不懂。
心里有种恐惧的感觉>< 之前，电脑考得不是很好。 测验一主要是毫无准备， 可是测验二准备了几天， 结果还是一样。 EMO了><
星期一就是统计学测验了，
我还没有准备好。
没有tutorial题目，没有答案参考，
真不知如何下手。

从小到现在，
每当考试前夕，
就算时间紧迫，
临时抱佛脚也好，
我都会准备妥当，
考试总是信心满满的。
以前的我
绝对不容许自己考没有把握的试。
第一次，
我在试卷前崩溃了。

信心严重被击溃了。
所谓的恐惧感，
应该是心中的那股焦虑吧。
我好像开始觉得，
自己对学业的要求已不高，
总是要理不理的。
担心在这样下去，
成绩会一落千丈，
从此自暴自弃。

其实，在马大读精算压力也不小。
一路来我都觉得自己是TOP STUDENT，
心里早已凝聚着一股很强的自信，
自我的肯定。
现在系友个个都是精英天才，
测验不理想，
对一路来怕输的我，
绝对是重大的打击。

我绝对不容许自己只是
比上不足，比下有余而已！！！
我要找回我的自信，
可是不容易，
需要时间。
希望我能够撑下去，
熬过这段低潮。

加油！

Blogging in computing tutorial!!

Haiz...emo la
Computing tutorial tak tau buat...No tian fen at all...zzzZZZ
Got B for my previous computing quiz...
Haiz,Zi Hern said that I will get C in my next quiz...
EMO!!!!

UM life

Long time didnt update my blog ady...Jus wanna share bout life of my 1st month in UM..

Still the same as my life in matric...Ponteng+Sleep in lecture...LOL!!
But,I feel that I am much more hardworking compared to the pass...At least I sleep at 4am every Monday,most probably doing tutorial at last minute...zzZz

Just had my quiz last week...Computing quiz tak tau buat and emo 99...Calculus memang cai...As usual,cheating for the quiz...>< Apart from my study,I had joined different activities here...Pesta Tanglung UM(PTUM),Debate,Chinese community in college(CC),convo...etc!!Got into sale department of PTUM...Happy that I know new friends here and my boss is kind and friendly... Sometimes,or can be said most of the time,still will be addicted to games...especially dota!!How can I resist the temptations of 5v5 dota games with seniors here...zzZZ!!before that still got addicted to san guo zhi 11 and now is addicted to football too... everyday stick to zi hern,my roommate+coursemate...dunwan da pao oso cant leh...>>>Got some achievement in PTUM and other activities,4.0 and know more new friends...Kap lui!!!But no kaolui la!!!LOL!!

Jia you la~~

UM here i come

After 4 months of holidays,
Perhaps 1 month of holiday only since I was working in KL for 3 months.
It's time to go UM!!

Few days before the forth of September,I was emo!!I was worrying bout everything in UM.Worried bout the new environment there.Worried of what kind of people I am going to meet.I was so scared that everyone has had their friends before entering UM.This might eventually be harder for us to make new friends since everyone will be sticking to their friends.Then,I started to feel like don't want to socialise anymore.Perhaps just stick to my old friends as it was in KMK.Las day beforing entering UM I couldn't sleep,was having insomnia.

Finally,I was the day!4/9/11!I woke up on 9pm.Departed to UM after having breakfast!Reached UM and went for registration together with Matiw.I felt glad that 3 of us were staying very near to each other,20m only perhaps.Same as what we had done in KMK in the registration day,settled everything such as cleaning and bla bla bla~Nothing special actually,jus I was so unlucky that my cupboard can't be locked.Never mind,will ask for repairing after orientation.
!

无眠

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一起车祸

        大学录取名单出炉了，小焕和小颖拿不到自己属意的科系，因此决定到马大提出上诉及询问换科系。小伟和小蒂也决定跟随，顺便试探学习及住宿环境。
        当天一早，小颖便搭火车到巴生与小焕和小伟集合，然后坐小伟车去吃巴生最出名的桥底肉骨茶。小蒂没跟随，所以没有口福。早餐后，三人便浩浩荡荡的出发去载小蒂。一路上三人有说有笑，好不兴奋！一路上，小伟像往常般的超速，左窜右切的高速超车。小伟还骄傲的炫耀着他前几天驾160km/h有多“懒屎”。
        到达小蒂家前，才过了疏邦来到了八打灵地区了，这时有辆绿色车危险的车危险转换车道。小伟见状，马上加速从那两辆绿色车旁狭隘的路越过。说时慢，那时快，只见前方突然涌现车龙，已经是堵车的状态了。小伟马上紧急刹车。可是，“Brak”不吃，再加上速度太快，距离太短，结果还是撞了上去，而且一撞就是四辆连环车祸。
       车上的小焕和小颖都吓得目瞪口呆，霎时间说不出声来。小伟试着沉住气，冷静下来，过后变下车跟前方被撞的车主了解状况。最终，大家都决定到八打灵警局报案。车子已经抛锚了，幸好吊车公司的人来了，所以坐他车去警局报案。
      车子坏了，唯有叫救兵咯。报完案后，刚小威放学的小威便到警局载了三人到马大和回家。回到家，小伟终究还是逃不过被痛骂一顿的厄运。那整天，小伟伊默了，还没胃口吃东西，结果暴瘦7公斤。
      小伟反省后，感到非常后悔，后悔把家人的话当“耳边风”，后悔不听小怡前一天的劝告。他也非常感谢小焕，小颖，小威，小蒂和小怡的安慰。 经过这次的教训后，小伟再也不敢飞车了。                                            

                                                                                                                                                （752 字）